Song that Never Ends

This was a song I wrote after I broke up with my ex, well my only ex since I've only had ONE boyfriend in my life before. It seems like nothing can go on but then again you start to realize that life still goes on and everything around you keeps moving. He moved on as well and he would never know that pain he's left in my heart. Well, at that time I wrote this song, it seems THAT painful. Just for your curiosity sake, we're really good friends now by the way. I'm sure we'd laugh at this entry if we ever look at this together or something.

Song that Never Ends

How do you smile when you know deep inside
that things don't go your way
How do you cry when all of the tears in your eyes
can't bring all the past you've made
How do you hide the feelings that you might
wanna let that someone know
How do you cope with all the margin lines
when there's nowhere left to go

I've been trying though crying
since that time you don't want me
Rhyming those words
tried to put them in melody
My songs, they never end
I just can't seem to sing my song again

And the words turn out wrong
and the feelings are still strong
though the show must go on
my performance will go wrong
though I've tried not to show it
but deep inside I know it
It's useless right now,
baby, you'll never know what's left here in my heart

cos I'll be alone with what's left here in my heart